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11/25/2009 11月25日离圣诞节还有整整一个月了，如果圣诞节能回家多好，起码能和朋友们一起聚聚，想吃好吃的，不用每天饿肚子。
今天看了twilight2，很好，不知道为啥大家都喜欢2012，我喜欢twilight，两个电影都是法语的，一句也听不懂，也没那么夸张，可是大致是都听不懂。
好几次想哭，但是今天已经哭了太多次，不能再哭了，原来看着人家用法语谈情说爱，自己竟然只能想死。
想到死，如果有种可以不用负责任的死法就好了，可是不行，还要痛苦的活着，不是为自己活着的人生真悲哀，悲哀。
如果今天是我来法国最惨的一天，就最好了，但我觉得不会，以后还有更惨的一天，呵呵，我也不知道我为啥有这种想法，果然如人家所说，在法国生活，太没质量了，只是活着而已，圣诞期间打算找工作吧，给多少都干。
今天早上就知道我不会有什么好的一天了，按着tram线的车门，就是不给我开门，这就是法国，C'est la France！呵呵，希望从今以后再也不迟到。
看着体检车慢慢从眼前开走，眼泪就再也止不住留下来，体检中心旁，也不管多少人看我，为什么别人都不会遇到我这么多事？为什么只会发生在我身上？看来我是得罪那路神仙了，拜托您老人家开开恩，给条活路吧。
这里真是青春的坟墓吗？好吧，我打算回国相亲了。现在结婚的结婚，买房的买房，估计我回去的时候就有一大堆干儿子干女儿了，不错不错，我总是这么乐观，百折不挠，心志相当彪悍，怎么打击都不怕，就是好死不如赖活着，就是活着，咋地吧，哈哈哈，25号终于过去了，还有10分钟新的一天就来了.
8/31/2009 Septembre A Grenoble今天是本是CUEF开学的日子~~要推迟一个月了，想象一个月后的今天，我坐在教室里的样子~~
对于新生活有太多的不安，也有太多的兴奋，想过另一种生活，就算知道这样的生活可能要经历无数个躲在被子里偷偷哭的日子，可是依然坚持想改变，
去陌生的城市，陌生的环境，陌生的人，可不可以改变，改变成我真正喜欢的样子。
希望三年后的我不会忘记当初来法国的理由，当初坚信的话 Pas à pas,on va loin.
不会迷茫到后悔，希望我能顺利完成学业，完成父母的心愿。三年后的收获，希望比期待的更多。
Tomorrow is another day.
Demain est un autre jour.
Céline 2/16/2009 Breathe - Telepopmusik1/4/2009 鏡頭鏡頭Canon镜头逐个挑 寂寞的季节风吹落最后一片叶 我的心也飘着雪
爱只能往回忆里堆叠 给下个季节 忽然间树梢冒花蕊 我怎么会都没有感觉 整条街 都是恋爱的人 我独自走在冷风的夜 多想要向过去告別 当季节不停更迭 却还是少一点坚决 在这寂寞的季节 艳阳高照在那海边 爱情盛开的世界 远远看着热闹一切 我记得那狂烈 窗外是快枯黃的叶 感伤在心中有一些 我瞭解 那些爱过的人 心是如何慢慢在凋谢
多想要向过去告別 当季节不停更迭 却永远少一点坚决 在这寂寞的季节 又走过风吹的冷冽 最后一盏灯熄灭 从回忆我慢慢穿越 在这寂寞的季节 还是寂寞的季节 一样寂寞的季节 6/5/2008 谈论 罗永浩简历（转载）
引用
4/10/2008 A River Runs Through It
“Dear Jesse, as the moon lingers a moment over the bitterroots, before its descent into the invisible, my mind is filled with song. I find I am humming softly; not to the music, but something else; some place else; a place remembered; a field of grass where no one seemed to have been; except a deer; and the memory is strengthened by the feeling of you, dancing in my awkward arms.” —— from Norman's letter to Jesse, it's my favorite part. Narrator: "But when I am alone in the half light of the canyon all existence seems to fade to a being with my soul, and memories. And the sounds of the Big Black Foot River, and a four count rhythm, and the hope that a fish will rise. Eventually, all things merge into one, and a river runs through it. The river was cut by the world's great flood and runs over rocks from the basement of time. On some of the rocks are timeless raindrops. Under the rocks are the words, and some of the words are theirs. I am haunted by waters." 2)"Each of us here today will, at one time in our lives, look upon a loved one and ask the same question: “We are willing to help, Lord, but what, if anything, is needed?” It’s true we seldom help those closest to us. Either we don’t know what part of ourselves to give, or more often than not, the part we have to give is not wanted. And so it is those we live with and should know who elude us, but we can still love them. We can love completely without complete understanding. "
生活的完美永远不能够成为永恒，因为当巨大的不幸出现后，痛苦便会占据此后一切的生命，对往日美好的追忆也会变为心碎的记忆。每一个人的一生就像一条大河，有时风平浪静，有时水流湍急、沿路布满暗礁，不管怎样，最终入海。生命中的每一步都如挥出的一杆鱼线，有收获抑或没有收获，或大鱼或小鱼。每一个人都是一条河，从各自的生命中流过。 http://www.geocities.com/aaronbcaldwell/RiverrunsthroughitTitle.gif 12/22/2007 谈论 Time and Love
引用 Time and Love 12/9/2007 AddressA Commencement Address to Live By-Anna Quindlen's villanova Commencement Address-安娜·昆德林在维拉诺瓦大学毕业典礼上的演讲I t's a great honor for me to be the third member of my family to receive an honorary doctorate from this great university.It's an honor to follow my great-uncle Jim, who was a gifted physicain, and my uncle Jack, who is a remarkable businessman. Both of them could have told you something important about their professions, about medicine or commerce. I have no specialized field of interest or expertise, which puts me at a disadvantage, talking to you today. I'm a novelist. My work is human nature. Real life is all I know. Don't ever confuse the two, your life and your work. The second is only part of the first. Don't ever forget what a friend once wrote Senator Paul Tsongas When the senator decide not to run for reelection because he'd been diagnosed with cancer:"No man ever said his deathbed I wish I had spent more time in the office." Don't ever forget the words my father sent me on a postcard last year :"If you win the rat race, you're still a rat." Or what John Lennon wrote before he was gunned down in the drieway of the Dakota:"Life is what happens while you are busy making other plans." You walk out of here this afternoon with only one thing that no one else has.There will be hundreds of people out there with your same degree; there will be thousands of people doing what you want to do for a living. But you will be the only person alive who has sole custody of your life. Your particular life. Your entire life. Not just your life at a desk, or your life on a bus, or in a car, or at the computer. Not just the life of your mind, but the life of your heart. Not just your bank account, but your soul. People don't talk about the soul very much anymore. It's so much easier to write a resume than to craft a spirit. But a resume is a cold comfort on a writer night, or when you're sad, or broke, or lonely, or when you've gotten back the test results and they're not so good. Here is my resume. I am a good mother to three children. I have tried never to let my profession stand in the way of being a good parent. I no longer consider myself the center of the universe. I show up. I listen. I try to laugh. I am a good friend to my husband. I have tried to make marriage vows mean what they say. I show up. I listen. I try to laugh. I am a good friend to my friends, and they to me. Without them, there would be nothing to say to you today, because I would be a cardboard cutout. But I call them on the phone, and I meet them for lunch. I show up. I listen. I try to laugh. I would be rotten, or at best mediocre at my job, if those other things were not ture. You cannot be really first rate at your work if your work is all you are. So here's what I wanted to tell you today: get a life. A real life, not a manic pursuit of the next promotion, the bigger paycheck, the larger house. Do you think you'd care so very much about those things if you blew an aneurysm one afternoon, or found a lump in your breast? Get a life in which you notice the smell of salt water pushing itself on a breeze over Seaside Heights, a life in which you stop and watch how a red-tailed hawk circles over the water gap or the way a baby scowls with concentration when she tries to pick up a Cheerio with her thumb and first finger. Get a life in which you are not alone. Find people you love, and who love you. And remember that love is not leisure; it is work. Each time you look at your diploma, remember that you are still a student, still learning how to best treasure your connection to other. Pick up the phone. Send an e-mail. Write a letter. Kiss your mom. Hug your dad. Get a life in which you are generous. Look around at the azaleas in the suburban neighborhood where you grew up; look at a full moon hanging silver in a black,black sky on a cold night. And realize that life is the best thing ever, and that you have no business taking it for granted. Care so deeply about its goodness that you want to spread it around. Take money you would have spent on beers and give it to charity. Work in a soup kitchen. Be a big brother or sister. All of you want to do well. But if you do not do good, too, then doing well will never be enough. It is so easy to waste our lives: our days, our hours,our minutes. It is so easy to take for granted the color of the azaleas, the sheen of the limestone on Fifth Avenue, the color of our kids's eyes, the way the melody in a symphony rises and falls and disappears and rises again. It is so easy to exist instead of live. You can learn many things, out there, if you get a real life ,a full life, a professional life, yes, but another life, too, a life of love and laughs and a connection to other human beings. Just keep your eyes and ears open. Here you could learn in the classroom. There the classroom is everwhere. The exam comes at the very end. No man ever said on his deathbed I wish I had spent more time at the office. I found one of my best teachers on the boardwalk at Coney Island maybe 15 years ago. It was December, and I was doing a story about how the homeless survive in the winter months. He and I sat on the edge of the wooden supports, dangling our feet over the side, and be told me about his schedule, panhanding the boulevard when the summer crowds were gone, sleeping in a church when the temperature went below freezing, hiding from the police amidst the Tilt-a-Whirl and the Cyclone and some of the other seasonal rides. But he told me that most of the time he stayed on the boardwalk,facing the water, just the way we were sitting now, even when it got cold and he had to wear his newspapers after he read them. And I asked him why. Why didn't he go to one of the shelters? Why didn't he check himself into the hospital for detox? And he just stared out at the ocean and said,"Look at the view, young lady. Look at the view." And every day, in some little way, I try to do what he said. I try to look at the view. And that's the last thing I have to tell you today, words of wisdom from man with not a dime in his pocket, no place to go, nowhere to be. Look at the view. You'll never be disappoinated. 2/13/2007 难忘的同学会
忽然想起钟汉良的一首同学会，当时觉得离我很遥远，现在看来就快实现了，呵呵 虽然初中和高中的聚会赶到了一天，我只能两边跑，但还是相当HAPPY ！很久没玩的这么爽了！ 见到了好多久违的脸，心里还是荡漾了一下，哈哈，表面上不会让你们看出来的！ 我只参加了上午的保龄球活动~~哈哈 第一次玩就会扔了~~虽然浪费了好多个球 - - 有多激动就不说了，中午会餐我跑去周健的生日会了，错过了姜老师的见面，555555 金汉斯的美味烤肉真棒，听说广州也有，还要去吃！我算是没救了，天天只想着吃 觉得这五年里变化最大的是张煦，哇当年的狗狗已经不能再叫狗狗了，哈哈，超帅的，最后还送女生回家好有绅士风度的~~ 真亲切啊，只不过都变深沉了，呵呵，变成熟啦~~已经是大人，终于可以用成年人的方式交流了，哈哈 高中同学也好几年没见了，基本上是男生的聚会，每位帅哥带一位家属，我都不认识几个... 头一次玩到8点才回家，见到了一直都没见过的猿猴，黄鱼，尹航，张鑫，王瑶，吕晔，王佳，尹美海..... 东平唱歌真是越来越棒，将来我就会成你们乐队的职业粉丝了 PS，我们都爱2块钱庶民手势，YEAH！
2/6/2007 测试测试:三分钟就知道谁是你最爱的人? (98%的准确率) 心理测试 一个很准的心理测试：按下面的步骤一步一步做，不要作弊，否则你的希望会落空（用３分 钟完成）发送这个留言的人说：她的愿望在十分钟内变成现实，记住：不要有欺骗行为。这 个戏的结果非常有趣，注意：按顺序往下读，不能跳跃地往下读（只要花３分钟，值得一 试）首先拿一枝笔和一张纸，当你在作出选择时，如果是人物，保证是你认识的，无论是数 字或人物，必须是?#123;第1直觉，每次向下移动一行――记住：不要跳行往下读！ 一、首先，在一列中写下１到１１的序号（即１、２、３、４、５、６、７、８、９、１ ０、１１） 二、在序号１和２的旁边，写下你所想的任意两个数字 三、在序号３和７的旁边，写下任意两个异性的名字。（注意：不要跳跃的向下看） 四、在序号４、５、６的旁边，写下朋友或亲戚的名字幕（不要有欺骗行为） 五、在序号８、９、１０、１１的旁边，写下４首歌的名字。 六、最後，许一个愿。 结果： １. 你必须把这个游戏告诉给（序号２旁边写下的数字）个人。 ２. 序号３是你所爱的人。 ３. 序号７是你所喜欢的但不能与之相伴的人。 ４. 序号４是你最关心的人。 ５. 序号５是非常了解你的人。 ６. 序号６是你重要的人。 ７. 序号８的歌适合序号３的人。 ８. 序号９的歌适合序号７的人。 ９. 序号１０的歌最能代表你的想法。 １０. 序号１１的歌是你对生活的感受。 2/3/2007 爽！太爽啦~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~哈哈哈哈哈哈
刚看完女子冰球又看了花样滑冰
还是冰球爽！
6：3大败朝鲜，拿了铜牌 谁说女子不如男！男子冰球什么牌都没拿到，连勇猛劲都没有.........切
虽然花样只看到一点点，但五星红旗冉冉升起的时候，心情还是小激动了一下~~嘿嘿
最高兴的还是看到了N年未见的高中同学们
牛B天，周猴子，骚辉，东平，安然，哈哈，太开心了，都说我还那样没变，就是瘦了
唉..........真想你们啊！安然和猴子啥时结婚千万别忘了我！
几天怎么有种“见家长”的感觉哪？“玲姐，这是我老婆...”
今天我听到最多的一句话
哈哈，家长我批准了！
PS，哈撒客斯坦的国歌还是很好听啊~~而且人长的都那么漂亮，冰球打的又那么好..
我的破手机.........效果那么差，动不动就没电。 2/2/2007 胡说八道
突然发现，当一些人来到你身边时，注定，一些人已经离开
原以为永远不变的友谊，在一瞬间变质了
我的朋友一个接一个离开我，到最后，会不会一个也没有了
上帝啊，我到底做错了什么？以为拿出整颗心，就会换回真心
对待朋友，我什么都舍得，自己舍不得买的东西，给朋友，眼睛不眨
一下就买下了，我是不是该变的圆滑，世故，才能适应这一切
朋友对我的好，我一辈子不会忘，我会用行动证明我是有血有肉的人
我不是石头，尤其在我人生最黑暗时期仍然在我身边的人，不管你以后
如何对待我，记住，我不会怪你，我会用一生回报你
那些离开我的朋友，有一天你会后悔的，虽然我现在没钱没地位
但和我在一起，我不会让朋友吃亏的，投之以桃李，报之以琼瑶
我现在不能做什么，唯一的责任就是好好照顾妈妈，好好学习
不会让我的亲人们和我的那些恩师失望
真正会在乎我，看这篇日志的人，又会有几个......
昨天去看了奶奶，去了亚冬会现场看冰球，但总觉得周围热烈火暴的现场与我无关
终于知道了什么是在人山人海的人群里，仍旧感到孤独
ANYWAY 虽然看的几场比赛中国队都输了，希望今天哈萨客斯坦能替中国报仇，把小日本杀光
记忆是相会的一种形式,忘记是自由的一种形式
收拾行囊，踏上南下的飞机 忘掉一切....
12/22/2006 ZERO-The Nightmare Before ChristmasI sense there's somethings in the wind
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the band
And does he notice
My feeling's for him
And will he see
How much he means to me
I think it not to be
What will become of my dear friend
Where will his actions lead us then
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may it doesn't last
And we ever
End up together
No, I think not
It's never to become
For I am not the one...
Christmas comes year after year
Will I be alone 4 ever... 9/22/2006 军训自从SPACE换了风格以后，就没写过什么，感觉变了，思想也变了，真实的感受不想写，写了也不想给别人看，索性就不写了！
太多留言和EMAIL没回过，真不符合我性格，我应该是有求必应型的，不过真忙真累啊，透支了！这21天真是非同凡响！和我人生中的任何时期都不同！今天就是再累，我也要把这篇日记写完！！
军训！对于经历过的人来说，意义不同啊，很多人没有大学军训这段回忆，周围的同学大多都逃了，所以也没什么感觉，但对于坚持到最后的人，那种难以言表的感情，用眼泪说明吧，不管是笑的泪，还是哭的累。
我只是抱着坚持完成一件事的想法去军训的，因为我这辈子都没有坚持到最后成功过一次，我不想自己的人生是失败的，我要活的有意义！
大学本来比别人都晚了几年，不想事事落在别人后头！老妈在第一天就把诊断书开好了，到最后一天我也没把诊断书拿出来，因为我想证明给别人看，就算娇生惯养，也能吃苦，谁说我没毅力！
并不是所有当兵的体格天生就好，而是后天磨练的，怕吃苦，吃苦一辈子，不怕苦，吃苦半辈子！
今天检阅的时候，在我们左边的是国防生方队，全是1米8以上的大老爷们，检阅预演了4次，他们只来了1次，到第五次正式检的时候，被我们女生队笑死了，一个一个，嘭嘭往地下倒，都中暑了，有的还吐，被人抬下来，哎，还带红肩章，穿大皮鞋哪，真对不起那身衣服.今天晒了差不多7个小时，从早上7点到3点，暴晒啊，还一动不准动！以后算是什么苦也不怕了！
好黑啊！而且我又瘦了
记录一下这21天吧！以后都是美好的回忆啊
第一天：早上特意多吃了点，上午新生动员大会，讲到一半的时候，我突然什么也听不到了，只有自己困难的呼吸声，眼前突然黑了，同学都看不见了，我知道自己要晕倒了，马上请假去树阴下呆着了，还有个MM给了我一块巧克力和水，好感动啊，就是忘了她什么样子了~心地真善良，第一天站军姿，只站了20分钟就受不了了，觉得这是最累的一天。教官说这是最轻松的一天。
第二天，站军姿已经可以半小时了，也不觉得那么累了，不过还是不适应，晚上训到8点40，最后在操场上连人都看不到了，早上5点多就要起来，苦啊。女生给20岁的刘教官起了个爱称：小可爱~于教官19岁，我叫他小冰快~他自我介绍时说：我是南方人，我来自杭州~（下边男生问：教官，你认不认识白素珍？）
3-10天，军姿可以1小时，虽然腿都疼的走不动路了，不过晚上训完还有赛歌，各连都扯脖子喊，玩的非常HIGH！
之后的几天学会了 ，左右转，敬礼，半边转，齐步，正步，正步最累啊！一只腿要抬2分钟~酸啊！！
还有一个礼拜，选出方队人员，不幸的我被选上了（当时这样认为，因为要比别人多付出很多汗水），之后就是魔鬼训练了，晚上还有军事理论课，选修PHOTOSHOP 商务礼仪.....
第20天，晚上和教官道别，给教官合唱了一首歌，教官们都哭了，好几个女生也哭了，但在离别的场合永远也看不见我的眼泪，眼泪是留给自己的，不能让别人也难过，以后应该再也看不见于教官了，他回杭州了，虽然连他名字都不知道，但是他和我们女生最喜欢的小可爱，2个人，把我们从一群水了吧唧的散学生训成了军人，最后他们总说，别说话了，安静一下行不行，让我再看看你们，让我记住你们长什么样子....我们也是有血有肉的人啊....怎么能不动感情啊，虽然你们骂我们的时候，在心里不知道骂了多少个不是.....永远会记住小可爱的笑，还有眨来眨去的大眼睛...
最后一天检阅：暴晒！而且遇到很多困难，都咬牙挺过来了，比如饭卡都不能在南校区用，回来时坐不上车.....前面的女生衣服都湿透了，从皮带那洇出来，我也湿透了，白手套一摸脸，变黑手套了，不过走的非常好！像国庆检阅的一仗兵！
军训结束了，忘不掉的太多太多，还有男生在10几天里诞生的经典台词，有谁不受纪律：
拉出去杀了！
拉出去毙了！
拉出去砍了！
拉出去剁了！
拉出去冲了！
6/18/2006 I ♥ football
5/28/2006 美声男伶 OH MY GOSH
I've got a crash on Josh Groban, 从04年的TROY特洛伊开始。完全为他倾倒
那首魂牵梦绕的REMEMBER
现在才知道西城You raise me up是翻唱JOSH的！
俺的好朋友们，下载他的美声来听吧
电骡Josh Groban这张一炮走红的冠军级同名专辑
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第2张专辑《Closer》
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Josh Groban
(原名：Josh Winslow Groban),1981年2月27日生于Los Angeles,是一位年轻的男中音，Josh 在十七岁的时候被名音乐制作人大卫佛斯（David Foster）特发掘，在加州州长就职典礼上演唱（演唱歌曲All I Ask Of You），而后陆续与莎拉布萊曼、席林狄翁、夏绿蒂及可儿家族等艺人合作过。他的音色浑厚、感情充沛，有人說他的歌声比 Andrea Bocelli 多了一份更能感动他人的特质，也被人津津乐道为男生版的席琳迪翁。在 2001 年11月21日，他出版了第一张同名个人专辑。 2003年11月11日发行了他的第二张个人专辑
最近也很hooked on 美声，比如 IL DIVO，人生一大享受就是开敞蓬跑车听美声~早日实现这个梦想吧~
幸运的来临也是需要准备的,有准备的人才可能得到机会。 高考完来献上我的另一位男神 Tim Robbins
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